growing one infant step at a time ...
In case things start getting ugly here, i thought i would paste my entry into katrin's what makes a good maid assignment on this blog. she seems so sweet. her Mistress is making her into a fine maid.
The Good Housemaid
It is only through conscientious effort and true feminine submission to the will of the Owner that a home can be immaculately kept in its proper order by a dutiful maid.
To begin, a sissy is by definition a poor creature, unacceptable to vanilla society because she was born male but her mind is tuned to femininity and all things womanly. Only her Mistress knows how to harness the energy that is the essence of a muddled sissy and guide her on the correct path of loving and devoted servitude as a complete sissy maid. It is truly the fortunate wretch that is found and born of her Mistress' sheer will to endure the processes of training and correction to be molded from sissy into a full-time dependable domestic servant.
Chastity is essential in order for the maid to experience that her role as a submissive is permanent. The maid shall always be expected to perform without hesitation any task to cleanse anything within the confines of Mistress' domestic domain, whether it is a credenza or a bathroom or a guest's genitalia. A properly humbled maid engages her tasks with vigor and the desire to delight her Owner. The caged reminder of her previously failed male existence only serves to drive that agenda more forcefully and constantly into her thoughts as she busies through her day.
Being publicly seen, known, and ridiculed as a sissy maid helps the creature accept that humiliation drives her soul to perform without any sense of moral or emotional or financial compensation. It helps maintain her state of sexual frustration and joy in knowing her Owner takes pride in this beautiful mindset being forced upon the maid.
A very thorough education in all the sissy arts, through whatever means a mindful Mistress deems necessary, helps the maid develop a sense of security and to understand that she has lost her individuality as a person. Becoming a tool to make Mistress' life better is the ultimate goal in the peace and acceptance of a 24/7/365 total power exchange. Imagine how pleased Mistress will feel knowing she has become a reliable extension of Her will!
It is my own hope to someday make up for all of the foolish waste of my life in the attempt to live as my biological sex. i know that with the right training that i can eliminate this pathetic self to which i cling and flower into my true submissive self.
humbly and honestly,